Heyy whats up well 2day was kool i guess i had to wake up at 8:30 tho cause my tournement....well yeaa i went to the tournement and watched the first game and Hershey won the we played our first game and we beat spring grove....i had 5 pts...well after that we all went to A&M and i got a cheeseburger sub.....mmmm it was good..lol well after that we went back to the school and watched the teams play for 3rd and 4th..well after that we had our championship game against Hershey we won..but i was mad i barley plaed at all and i dont kno why.....well yeaa then i came home and got my shower and before i kne it i fell asleep and woke up 2 1/2 hours later....well i woke up to see if i was goin to the movies well we didnt go then mabye another time..well then i did like nothin the rest of the night and was totally bored i was that bored i cleaned like everything....lol well yeaa im still bored soo i updated and not im gonna go find somthhin else to do to keep me occupied....im out

Almost '06 baby...1 more day...

Heyy whats upp well its been awhile cause i had games and my sister had a tournement well yeaa umm my sister came in 2nd in there tournement...well yea 2day i had my basketball game at york....omg we lost by 8 im freakin tired of losing...haha well 2day is the less i ever played i only played 2:35 mins it was soo gay then we had to stay for the 8th grade really gay but i wasnt watching i was watchin American Pie Band Camp.....its freakin awsome....lol well i watched that the whole way home too i was sooo tired cause we left at 2 and only got home tonight at 8 and i stayed there and watched my sisters game......i only ate 1 thing too when i got to our HS i was soo hungry....well anyways i came home and chilled here and watched some TV...then i came on here and talked to ppl for awhile and i went and got my shower and now im back on here.....well tom i have to get up at 9 and go work the 7th grade tournement till 12 then i have to come home and do like nothin till 3:30 i have to go back and practice till 5...after practice im gonna come home for a lil and i might go and hang out with caitlin.....well yeaa that all i really got to say soooo ill update again tom...im out

~BrIaN~

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

AWWWWWWW ITS SOOOOO SAD!!!!!!

MERRY

CHRISTMAS!!!

Heyy everyone....well 2day was kool it was the last 1/2 day of school until vacation im soooooo happy....i cant wait till christmas either soo i can get all my stuff......well yeaa anyways i like spend my last day in school being bored sleeping and attempting to play bingo...well yeaa then i came home with my sis her friends were throwin snowballs at ppl out the car window....well when i got home i did like nothin at all except rest till my game at 4:00 which i had to be at the H.S at 3:00....well my game was gay we lost by 2 points and the reffs cheated us out and i barley play.....it was really bad.....well anyways then i came home and my my butt is home alone till tonight cause everyones at my sister game...well after that i came home and did nothin.....well then i came on here for a lil and talked and then my mom ordered some cheesburger subs and we ate them and i got my shower....well yeaa thats like all soo ill update again later......im out

1 day till christmas.....